Wednesday, April 15, 2020

thoughts from hilda

It was a trying time in our early history when Thomas Paine wrote "These are the times that try men's souls.   He said it exactly right for our world today.

He applied it to the Revolutionary War but we'll apply it to the virus that's striking every conceivable place on our planet.

Number 45 president thinks it's going to be over soon and even first graders know that it's going to be a very long time.   If we take a cake out of the oven to soon, it's unedible.  If we relax our rules today we'll have another big episode.   

I'm very old now but I worry about my children and their children's offspring and how their lives will be affected.

My son Jeff said that everything will go back into place once we're over this hurdle..but I don't know.

Health comes first and then money.   I see my savings spiral downward the same as everybody's and

I think to myself that it took me a lifetime to save this and to live in luxury at Marion Woods Residential Living and leaving some for my children.


But I'm not complaining...I'm grateful for everything I have.

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Don't Fence me in!

Hello my friends!    I was thinking today of bucket lists and this terrible virus certainly does not qualify.   If we were able to reverse it the entire world would celebrate in their different languages.   Oh how we would rejoice!

We would sing, dance, scream, shout to let the world know that everything's okay.


What happened!   Everything's fine and then all of a sudden..THIS!    Is it spiritual, scientific, or did mankind do something very wrong?

We are all in quarantine.  I live in a retirement community and we wave to one another...and that's it.    Our big dining room remains empty and our meals are served to us in our apartments.  

Outside our front doors we have a big blue clipper attached to the door frame and each day it brings
surprises ...things to keep our minds active...puzzles and word games.  We want to be able to sit at our dining room table once again with interesting conversation. 

Our servers are great.  They're very young and cheerful and our management is trying very hard to occupy our time.

No complaints!    I skype with my friends and family so I still need to comb my hair and put lipstick and earrings on.   And also change my shirt because they'll notice and I don't want them to think I' a slob.

My walls are coated with family and friends pictures, thanks to Donna my daughter in law.

I feel my age.   I walk with a rolator and I need hearing aids for my ears.


I have a Kindle and I use it every day.   It helps me escape

      Thanks for reading...Hilda Gordon a resident.





So for now...thanks for reading.


Wednesday, January 1, 2020


Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Time is an abstract

I'm sitting at my computer, and it's almost midnight....but  for some reason I feel anticipation.   Maybe not eager anticipation...but a feeling that we're entering a new year...and what that will bring.


The world is moving faster than my mind....and maybe Shane knows more than I do already about technology.   It blows my mind what that computer chip can do.


Would I like to go back to the old days when on the back of our school tablets, the alphababet and multiplication tables were listed.


We had no television but we did have wonderful radio with great performers, and we knew all the lyrics.    I couldn't imagine Jeff and Paul getting older and becoming grandparents for Paul, two of the most adorable male babies.  I'm so grateful that Ryan and Eric and Jeff picked wonderful wifes   I'm 90 years old now and on the down side of life...but I'm still curious what has to come. My car is acting up and since our flood I can't use the remote to open the doors and 3 doors only open.


Is it time to hand over my keys or should I get a new used one.   I like the idea of going to a super market when I feel like it.


The greatest thing I have in my life is Skype....and already Shane is growing out of that phase...he sid no more Hilda.   Can't blame my baby...it must seem very strange to him...and then I wear headphones.


All in all....I'm very fortunate.